Lonliness...

I know for a fact that the emotion i have been feeling today is the above. 
I've felt isolated because of the pile of work i am trying to get through, because people cant keep a conversation going with me.
I was also talking to a friend about guys and stuff and i have noww been asked twice if i like anyone. The thing is i dont know if im lying when i say i dont. Because they're on my mind all the time and i enjoy talking and getting to know them but i dont know if i like them because of feelings and confusion...
I know i've felt like i am now before but i ended up being friend-zoned because i mis-read the signs...so i dont know if what im feeling is real and im denying them or if i just want to feel these things because i feel lonely...
I dont know. 
I wish he could just make this easy for me and tell me how it is but no. I do want to be friends though at least, but i guess thats a completely different situation. There usually isnt awkwardness and unspoken topics between friends.

I guess i should really contemplate this...