Time has passed.

So since the last time i blogged (which was a while ago. sorry) I have been on holiday twice and i've been preparing for college and i've had my othordontist appointment come through, so it has been rather busy which is part of the reason why i haven't blogged in a while. The other reason is because i just haven't known what to blog about and i'm fairly dull as a person and i'm not very creative at all so i'll just write about my jam packed summer that i didn't expect.
So i've had 2 chilled holidays so far. One with my family. One with my friends. One coming up next week. The day after my GCSE results. Which is a week tomorrow. I'm freaking out like hell, but these holidays have been what i've needed to just give my mind a break and i've enjoyed the time i've spent with my family and friends.
Also, the other week i applied for a job at a supermarket and i'm actually looking forward to hearing if i have an interview or not because i'm intruiged as to whether i'll get an interview or not based on my CV and cover letter alone, bearing in mind i have little to no experience so yeah. I'm weirdly excited for that. But we'll see soon i guess and i actually won't be too disappointed if i don't get it as its only a small job and small pay but it was just to save up a little for university. 
So i'm scared about results day coming up very soon as i can just see myself being really disappointed with myself and knowing that i cant go back and change my tactics hurts but luckily enough for me i've already got the 5 GCSE's i need to get into college but i guess its just my pride and my own aspirations crumbling that will diappoint me. Another thing i'm scared about is getting my braces soon because i know i have to have teeth taken out. Which means injections. Which means the possibility of my fainting again. Which means more embaressment for me. Which also means i have to face up to my phobia of dentists and needles. This is going to be horrible and i know it. But at least i may have them taken off before i go to university. 
I think that's all i have to go on about today but i hope i'll be able to post more. I should really draw out a plan for this but it's whether i can be bothered to do that. Oh dear i'm such a lazy disappointment. My GCSE results are going to be terrible...damn.

Anytime time to go and read. Bub-bye for now bloggers.

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