Anger.

I would lie and say 'I don't know why I'm so angry at everyone' but I do, and I cant be around anyone without snapping at them. In all honesty, it would be fine if I told them why I was snapping...it might actually help them gain a positive personality characteristic, but for some reason I highly doubt that would happen.

I'm at university. I count my lucky stars and make sure I remember how privileged and lucky I am to be here. To have the family I have. To have the friends from home - not losing contact with them because I found new people.

This past week or 2 one of my best friends, practically the big brother I never had, is suffering badly from depression. I'm scared he'll give up. I'm scared he'll do something stupid. I'm scared because I don't know what to do.

So that's why I'm upset. Justified right? I'm going through the day listening to them whine to me about their petty little problems to which I give a solution which is never good enough and all I can think of is 'how f***ing ungrateful'. They are so lucky that they have the life they have and yet they'll still whine about the most benign pathetic problems.

Grow up. That's what I want to say.

Of course I say none of this because, believe it or not, despite those thoughts of mine you've just read, I am a decent human being with morals. And of course, I'm not saying my opinion is golden and not at all wrong...I just wish they could see how lucky we all are...

I'm sorry for my angry rant...thank you for reading and understanding...if you did understand all that that is.

Bub-bye for now bloggers <3

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