feelings

so because i dont understand the said topic, i will post some quotes that i think apply to me...

yeah, because this makes sense...?
kind of...
yeap, me right now...
this is important, i'll try to do this more...
haha this did make me smile :)

i'm lucky enough to have this person in my life...

mind ramblings...

Most people in my life at the moment are precious to me, they help me day in day out and make an effort to make my day good without even realising that they're doing so. But i was talking to my closest friend yesterday and realised that our friendship group is slowly pulling apart into branches of seperate groups...this scares me a little, because its the first sign of independence for all of us but also signals the end of high school, where i met all these wonderful people.
I also had a weird dream last night- about prom. I wasnt sad then but i woke up crying because i wasnt sad in the dream because i know that deep down im probably not going to talk to many of my current friends once ive started college. It feels horrible saying that but i know its true and i hate that. 
There are some people though that i really hope to keep in touch with after high school, maybe even get to know better...
High school. The largest and most life-changing part of our insignificant lives. The period when you try to figure out who you are and what you want to do and go in life...i notice that the difficulty in these decisions varies between people, but for me it has been fairly simple. Ive always known what ive wanted to do in the future and the kind of person i was and who and what i liked. The one thing i have struggled the most with high school is the friends. Finding someone i can truly trust with everything i tell them, not like the first mistake i made that took me 3 years to realise i had made...no i have found my true friends, although it may have been later than i had liked, i have enjoyed every moment spent with them and i cant express how much i will miss these guys. They have been the ones that gave me the confidence i have now in myself, the great memories and inside jokes i have and happiness and laughter i have never experienced with anyone else.
I need to appreciate the people in my life more.
I love you guys, you may not be reading this but hey ho its out to the universe now. :)
Bub-bye bloggers.

you should know this by now...

what do you do when you cant get someone out of your head?

this needs to happen to me...

:)

i dont need words with you...

do you notice me?

GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

i want this to be true....

Present- mehr... Future- hmmm...

Ok so the present isnt to appealing right now but i cant help but think what the future will be like for me...will it be good/bad/catastrophic?
I know i will be spending most of my life in education, but i cant think of life outside of being a vet. What about my social life? Will i ever have a family of my own? I think thats what scares me the most- being on my own. But it also scares me having someone so close to me. I'm going to have to get over this fear sooner rather than later because i cant have it both ways...

Very true...i hope it involves you...

damn school life....

So life is deciding to interrupt my blogging time so this shall be a short one. 
So im up to my ears in controlled assessments and exams so its becoming pretty stressful obviously, but you know what makes it better? Ice-cream. My friends took me out for ice-cream yesterday as a reward for our statistics controlled assessment and it was one of the greatest things ever! We're planning on doing it again even though we spent the whole evening 'dancing' and making duck/guck/goat and llama noises...
I love my friends...
I will do a more detailed blog on saturday and sunday and just so you know my weekday blogs will probably end up like this again because of commitments outside of school, but for now do enjoy this image...

I really want to like you...but im scared of what ill feel. I am looking forward to our lesson tomorrow though :D