View counts,

Every time i post something on here i check to see how many views it has. 

I dont know why. I dont know what benefit it will bring me by checking. I dont know if people are actually even reading my posts or whether they just click my blog accidentally.

But the whole concept of people actually reading what i write is soo surreal to me. I know im not the most eloquent writer and i suck at English but i appreciate that people, that i cant see or know, take the time to read  my non-interesting pointless thoughts.

But if i am to achieve anything through this blog, it will be that hopefully one of these posts can relate to you and make you feel not so alone, because i know i do sometimes :)

But for now, bub-bye for now bloggers ;)

yeap, pretty much...from the blogs ive seen anyway xD

New beginnings.

Since I started college, ive had my ups and downs and everything inbetween, but i can safely say that this has been the best big step in my life so far. 

I have made new, amazing friends who seem to actually enjoy my company, learned how to deal with anxiety and stress, and built a new wall of confidence i didnt know i could have.

Sure it feels like im redoing my GCSE's but this time round is sooo much better. I feel like i know myself a lot better now...mostly anyway. 

I have feelings still that i dont know how to deal with, there are people in my life that im confused about but what seemed to take up my thinking time has phased into a low hum in the back of my mind which only rears its ugly head when i have nothing better to do...so overall im ok.

Im doing fine. 

Im becoming a responsible young adult....wow, now that snuck up on us pretty quickly didnt it? ;)

Although for now i shall leave to do some much needed revision for my upcoming exams...i have a feeling that my desk will become my natural habitat for the next few weeks xD

Bub-bye for now bloggers :)

Ha, love this. Although if only they knew.... ;)