Saturday 8 June 2013

Damn...

First of all i want to apologise greatly for not posting in a couple of weeks, but this would be because i have had many exams but now i only have 2 left so i thought i would post for the first time in ages...oops.
So far i've been feeling good after each exam but im particularly nervous for this upcoming exam i have soon as it's geography and i absolutely hate it...but hey its only geography. I hate myself a little bit more everytime i say 'hey it's only...' because i know thats not the right mentality to have but its the only way i can cope with all the stress and if i dont think like that i end up breaking down and doing nothing at all to revise...
Anyway, im not so sure what to write about today so i think i shall just tell you my worries because i feel the need to say them out loud...well written really...damn technicalities. Ok. Well one of them is college. Part of me is really excited because i get to do what i want (subject-wise) i get to meet new people and take one more step forward in life and reaching my goals, but on the other hand im scared. I feel like im in year 6 again moving up to high school: intimidated, nervous...petrified even. What if i mess everything up? again...
Another worry of mine is all this spare time i have. Im not very good with time management and recently i've had a lot of time alone with my own thoughts and thats never really good for me. But i wont go to deeply into that because i dont particularly want to think negatively today...
So. Right now im going to listen to the DEMI album that im kind of addicted to at the moment and wrap birthday presents. I didnt realise there were soo many birthdays in June...
So i'll leave you with this picture that may or may not brighten your day, it certainly made mine better ;)
Bub-bye bloggers :)

If you don't know where or who this is from then im sorry but you have had a very deprived life...

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