Bricks and wall metaphors :D

Ok, so i have been revising for physics today and i realised that reading through my revision guide, i found myself enjoying the read(?). I dont know if i will remember everything, but it was nice that revising didnt feel like an chore that i was obligated to do. But the exam is tomorrow, hopefully it will be alright.
Okk so recently i have had todevelope a strong wall that holds back my anger and frustration towards one person. They are usually the source of my frustration, but i choose to not let them get to me-That is what the wall is for.
On the other end of the scale there are people like my closest friend, Meg, she helps me through everything and im going to prom in a taxi with her, she the only reason this prom will be worth-while and bearable.
Ive also noticed something about people (mainly that girl friends) in my group. They always compliment me about my 'willowy figure' and that im 'too pretty'. One thing you should know about me is that i cant take compliments well. Mainly because i never really recieved any till the middle of year 10 so i never knew how to respond: I still dont know how. But as much as girls would apperently die to have a figure like mine and would love to have my looks, i cant help but think that my friends dont actually noticed me as a person anf myy personality and more my looks. I'm not perfect  and im definitely not as pretty as these people make me out to be, mainly because they are biased because they're my friends, but i'd much rather my friends compliment my personality rather than my looks, because i actually try to have a good personality and be a good person but clearly this is not noticed because its not materialistic...
Im not by any means saying my friends are materialistic im just saying that im not noticed for the right reasons...
But on a more positive note i have my college interview next friday and im so relieved that it finally came as that was another thing that was rattling around in my head and causing me to break a little more inside.
I also get many exam and resit results tomorrow which im a bit nervous about but its nice to know that i wont have to worry about those again after tomorrow.
Slowly losing each brick weighing me down. Next two: Physics exam and exam/resit results.
I will update you on the occurances of tomorrow and how these next 2 brick removals went , but for now here is a quote that you may have noticed by now is becoming very regular thing, i hope you readers like them. Bub-bye for now readers! :)

I shall do this from now on...