Okk so today was horrible, the only thing that kept me through was listening to happy music and talking to one of my friends all day, preventing me from ripping my hair out...
Talking to my friend about random stuff was nice because i didnt have to think about what was going on around me- The same with music really...But we talked about debating, mothers day, a friends
birthday that will be coming up shortly after mine and just random stuff like a zombie apocalypse.
These may sound like small silly things to anybody else but they really helped calm me down and realise there is a point to life, and its never long enough, so im enjoying things while they last.
I dont know how much more of this i can take though, im not happy at school or at home, so what now? what do i do? where do i go?
I know this was a short and bitter post but i wasnt really in the mood for anything else so i would like to share with you a song that helped me through today...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLOMvPC1EzQ
i hope you enjoy it...
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