Feels.

I had a great night last night! Had a meal with most of my friends, hosted by 2 of them and had a cluedo-esque theme and i loved it (not just because i was the murderer) both the food and the theme was great and they put soo much effort into that i night and i cant put into words just how much i love and appreciate these guys, i dont feel like i deserve these guys in my life, but while im still in their lives, i will NOT take it for granted. 
I am genuinely speechless (or typeless in this sense) and i could never express my feelings about it and them ever: 1) i am terrible with feelings, i dont know which one is which and 2) it was way too good to put into words. So i feel like anything i say will not be good enough.

Thankyou Nerd Herd! (FYI, this is the nickname for our group)

Anyway, i have been ever so slightly annoyed/scared/upset (i dont know!) recently but i think that this post should be entirely positive, so i may save my reasons for these feels for another post.
But for now, i shall part. Bub-bye for now readers.

"It's been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right..."

- Avril Lavigne, 'Smile'