Chemistry. Done.

Hey bloggers,
As promised i will be updating you on the chemistry exam that i had today and well to sumarise i would say: "it could have been worse, but it could have also been better"
I will explain. It started off well, the first 5 questions out of the 9 went quickly and i had done those within 20 minutes, but then it went downhill from there onwards. Every calculation made me stumble and because of that i lost confidence in myself, therefore i panicked and thought negatively and just generally freaked out. Although, because it has appeared to be harder than some of the past papers ive done in class, im hoping the grade boundaries will be low.
Got to think positvely about it or not at all.
However, something else happened today. I felt extremely guilty because i pratically crumbled the perfect image one of my friends had of our friendship group. Like any other friendship group, we are slightly disfunctional, we all have the classic teenage issues along with some serious ones that require more proffessional help rather than our tedious, cliche kind of help. But this friend had this idea that we were perfect and none of us could do wrong, but she overheard me and one of my other friends talking about and issue in the group and it made her sad. The reason it made her as sad as it did was because we are the only reason and the only source of her happiness according to her, so essentially by blemishing her perfect image of us i had caused her to doubt her existence and that made me feel really horrible and i didnt know what to say or do after that because i dont know her well enough to know how to cheer her up.
So even though that put a downer to the day, i was cheered up as my friends are planning a birthday meal for me and it made me feel appreciated. Despite this though i cant help but think negatively about certain aspects of it, but i will not go into that because i will end up ranting even more and i dont think i can type for much longer...
Anyways, they were just some of the most prominant events of the day. Overrall i think it went ok.
Tomorrow i guess im going to have to talk about something meaningful, hmmm....

For now here is something meaningful now to help brighten your day.

Just think about it, why waste time, no one ever has enough of it...