GCSE's suck...

So today was probably the most stressful of my entire life. Geography AND Art in the same day...geography may be easy for some people and i agree, its a subject that involves using your common sense...which is exactly what i don't have. So, i'm also already behind in my art exam coursework, which is just great seeing as my exam is in 6 or 8 weeks (i can never remember) but you know what they say "its quality rather than quantity". I wish. 
I'm having a bit of i dilemma with my friendship group or the 'nerd herd' as we have graciously been named by Meg. I love them to pieces but im constantly feeling left out and its not as if ive not tried to get involved with conversations, because i have and im brushed off or ignore by them. Any other new member of the group would be welcomed with open arms but from the start ive always been in the background and spoken to only when they want to talk to me. 
There are exceptions of course, Meg and Holly in my group are the only ones who seem to notice me most of the time and i cant express how much i am grateful to them for the support that they've given me and how they made me feel accepted within the group.
I feel so guilty though, these two help me when i have problems but they have their own issues and i feel more like a burden than a friend sometimes. I know they tell me never to worry about that but i cant help it, its my nature to worry about others more than myself...either way i love these guys to bits and i couldnt be luckier, to have them in my life.
I hope they're aware of that...

• Watched big bang theory to help me chill a bit, and i watched this episode, got to love these nerds...