ITS ME

I realised that i didnt even introduce myself in my last blog. SO. I am Emily. I'm not much but i try to make people happy and confortable enough to talk to me about anything, even though i'm a hypocrite because i dont really talk to them about everything, but my intentions are right, i'm not just trying to be nosey and find out about peoples lives. It's because i genuinely care about the people in my life and if they are stressed or upset, that therefore makes me sad. I feel obligated as their friend to help them through rough times, but i like doing that because thats one more happier person in my life. One more reason to feel like i actually have a purpose in life...
I have issues. Who doesn't? But mine are with stress and generally the irritating people who have no concept of manners or anyone but themselves. I get both angry and upset and therefore have a breakdown. There's only really one person i can talk to and i honestly dont know what id do without her. But yeah. 
I also feel that everyone expects the most and best of me, but i dont think they realise that i am NOT perfect and im not as good as they say i am. The person that eveyone else sees is the smiley, happy Emily-not the stressed, broken Emily. I feel useless sometimes, most people cant tell- thats how it should stay really...

I hope someday i can be stress free and just enjoy myself, therefore i will think positively and say that this will happen very soon, once all my GCSE's and coursework is done.

My next blog will be me showing appreciation to the great group of friends i have :)

SMILE BLOGGERS :D

i smile for you guys :)