I'm just a burden...

I hate feeling worthless, but thats how im feeling right now. Guilty- because im going to leave home for the night to go hang out with my friends, despite the fact that i usually feel left out anyway, rather than being at home with my family and actually spending some quality time with them, something we have lacked recently.
i dont want to go but i will because its good for me.
why am i always so useless?

I guess this is very true though and i love my friends with all my heart...