pfffttt life...

Im worried. About my friends, school, people in general, the list goes on...but theres not much i can do, i worry for useless reasons and there is nothing i can do about it because worrying is just what i do and i cant help it.
I feel like im making a big deal out of a small thing, but this 'small thing' has really bugged me and i dont know why. I care about every single one of my friends and i will protect each and every one of them if i have to, but when its protecting them from each other, it becomes hard.
I do NOT take sides, but in this case its hard to feel sympathy for one side...but still i will NOT take sides even if i really want to. But i cant help but feel that this may be a deal breaker, but i would rather that everything was sorted and swept under the rug to be forgotten but something tells me that that is not going to happen any time soon.
I wish being a teenager wasnt this hard, but it was kind of inevitable...